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被真理喚醒的心(126)

Souls Awakened

有一天,我白天被不停的強制洗腦、晚上被倆個看守一分鐘沒停從八點罵到翌日早上八點。

「我們天天不讓你睡!看你能頂多久!你只有一個人!我們有大把人可以輪流上!跟你車輪戰!」

她們坐在椅子上歇斯底里的大罵我。

真難以想像一個人能罵人罵的這麼凶這麼久。

這是槎頭和婦教所看守的共同點之一。在她們的頭腦裡沒有以德服人、以理服人的概念,只依賴強權和壓制。

翌日早上八點,另外倆個看守一來換班,這倆個看守就癱在牢房外那間空調房的床上呼呼大睡。

但她們不許我睡。

新的一天又是白天不停的強制洗腦、晚上罵通宵、眼睛閉都不許我閉……看守們輪番上場,開始跟我「車輪戰」。

每次都以看守們第二天早上趴倒在床上、我仍坐在小凳子上背《轉法輪》結束。

後來我已經不在乎這場「車輪戰」將持續多久、有多少看守會加入進來,因為我有大法源源不斷的給予意志和力量,我已經明白真正的強大不在於人多勢眾,而在於堅不可摧的正的信念。

他們再「車輪戰」下去,累垮的將是他們。

一天晚上,看守罵到兩點時突然叫:「唐乙文,上床睡覺!」

我沒動窩,仍坐在小凳子上背法。我已經越背法越精神,還不想睡呢。

看守怒氣沖沖的朝我大吼一聲:「你不睡我們還要睡呢!」

「車輪戰」告一段落。

(待續)

(英文對照)

One day, I suffered brainwashing all day, and then was scolded by two guards from 8:00p.m.to 8:00a.m.next day without a minute of cease.

“We are not letting you sleep! See how long you can hold on! There is only one of you, while there are a lot of us! We can battle against you in relays!”

They sat on the chairs scolding me hysterically.

It was really hard to believe one could scold people so fiercely, and for so long.

That was one of the common grounds the Chatou and Sanshui guards shared. In their heads there was not the concept of convincing people by virtues and reason; they only resorted to tyranny and suppression.

At 8:00a.m. next day, as soon as the two day-shift guards came, the two night guards slumped down on the beds in the air-conditioned room.

But they didn’t let me sleep.

The new day went through the same pattern: brainwashing all day and scolding all night, without letting me close my eyes for a second. The guards started “battling in relays” against me.

Every day, the battle ended up the guards slumping down on the beds while I was still sitting on the tiny stool reciting Zhuan Falun.

Later on I no longer cared how long this “battling in relays” would last and how many guards would join in it, because Dafa was unceasingly granting me stronger and stronger willpower, and I had come to appreciate that, true strength didn’t lie in sheer force of numbers, but lie in indestructible, righteous faiths.

If they carried on “battling in relays,” they would be the ones who would drop.

Then one night, scolding me till 2:00a.m., one of the guards suddenly thundered at me, “Yiwen Tang! Go to bed!”

I remained seated on the tiny plastic stool reciting Zhuan Falun without budging. With the reciting I had been gaining more and more strength, so I hadn’t wanted to sleep yet.

“You don’t need sleep but we need sleep!” the guard thundered at me.

The “battling in relays” was closed for the time being.

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