到绝食绝水的第十八天，我多数时间都昏迷的躺在床上。我感觉到死亡已经近在咫尺，近的一伸手就能碰到。
昏迷中，我感觉到自己的神志开始离开这个世界……身体仿佛在往一个深邃无底的的黑洞里下沉……下沉……下沉……
突然，在我脑子里清晰响起：“大觉不畏苦，意志金刚铸。”（大法师父著作《洪吟二》“正念正行”）
我的神志一下被拉了回来！我一下感到有了力量！
我睁大眼睛激动的对自己说：“我要活下去！！我不能死！！我还有很多事要做！！”
为了使自己不再陷入昏迷状态，我挣扎着慢慢坐起来，坐在床上默背《转法轮》……
（待续）
(英文对照)
Having not eaten or drunken for eighteen days, I lay in the bunk unconscious most of the time. I could feel death was already at hand.
In a coma, I felt my consciousness was beginning to leave this world…and my body was sinking… sinking… sinking…toward a dark, bottomless hole…
All of a sudden, a line in Master Li’s poems echoed clearly in my head, “A Great Enlightened Being does not fear hardship, having forged an adamantine will.” (From Master Li’s work, Hong Yin Volume II, “Righteous Thoughts and Righteous Actions”)
My consciousness was instantly dragged back! I instantly felt strength!
Eyes wide open, I vehemently said to myself, “I must keep living!! I can’t die!! I still have a lot of things to do!!”
In order to prevent myself from entering into a coma again, I slowly struggled to a sitting position and started reciting Zhuan Falun in my heart…
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