第 27 章
浪搏恩這家人家除了這些事以外，再沒有別的大事；除了到麥裏屯去散散步以外，再沒有別的消遣。時而雨水濘途、時而風寒刺骨的正月和二月，就這樣過去了。三月裏伊莉莎白要上漢斯福去。開頭她並不是真想去；可是她立刻想到夏綠蒂對於原來的約定寄予了很大的期望，於是她也就帶著比較樂意和比較肯定的心情來考慮這個問題了。離別促進了她想夏綠蒂重逢的願望，也消除了她對柯林斯先生的厭惡。這個計畫多少總有它新奇的地方；再說，家裏有了這樣的母親和這樣幾位不能融洽的妹妹，自難完美無缺，換換環境也好。趁著旅行的機會也可去看看吉英；總之，時日迫近了，她反而有些等不及了。她在一切都進行得很順利，最後依舊照了夏綠蒂原先的意思，跟威廉爵士和他的第二個女兒一塊兒去作一次客。以後這計畫又補充了一下，決定在倫敦住一夜，這一來可真是個十全十美的計畫了。
只有和父親離別使她感到痛苦，父親一定會記掛她。說起來，他根本就不願意讓她去，既是事情已經決定，只得叫她常常寫信給他，而且幾乎答應親自給她回信。
她跟韋翰先生告別時，雙方都十分客氣，韋翰比她還要客氣。他目前雖然在追求別人，卻並沒有因此就忘了伊莉莎白是第一個引起他注目的人，第一個值得他注目的人，第一個聽他傾訴衷情，第一個可憐他，第一個搏得了他愛慕的人；他向她告別，祝她萬事如意，又對她說了一遍德?包爾夫人是很好的一個人，他相信他們倆對那位老夫人的評價，對每一個人的評價，一定完全吻合。他說這話的時候，顯得很是熱誠，很是關切，這種盛情一定會使她對他永遠懷著極其深摯的好感。他們分手以後，她更相信不管他結婚也罷，單身也罷，他在她的心目中將會始終是一個極其和藹可親而又討人喜歡的人。
第二天和她同路的那些人，也並沒有使韋翰在她心目中相形見絀。威廉爵士簡直說不出一句中聽的話，他那位女兒瑪麗亞雖然脾氣很好，腦子卻象她父親一樣空洞，也說不出一句中聽的話。聽他們父女倆說話，就好象聽到車輛的轆轆聲一樣無聊。伊莉莎白本來愛聽無稽之談，不過威廉爵士那一套她實在聽得膩了。他談來談去總不外乎覲見皇上以及榮膺爵士頭銜之類的奇聞，翻不出什麼新花樣來；他那一套禮貌舉止，也象他的出言吐語一樣，已經陳腐不堪。
這段旅程不過二十四英里路，他們啟程很早，為的是要在正午趕到天恩寺街。他們走近嘉丁納先生的大門時，吉英正在會客室的視窗望著他們。他們走近過道時，吉英正等在那兒接他們，伊莉莎白真摯地仔細望瞭望吉英的臉，只見那張臉蛋兒還是象往常一樣地健康美麗，她覺得很高興。男男女女的孩子們為了急於要見到表奶，在客廳裏等不及，又因為一年沒見面，不好意思下樓去，便都待在樓梯口。到處是一片歡樂與和善的氣氛。這一天真過得極其愉快；上午亂哄哄地忙做一團，又要出去買東西；晚上上戲院去看戲。
伊莉莎白在舅母身旁坐下來。她們倆首先就談到她姐姐。她仔仔細細問了許多話，舅母回答她說，吉英雖然竭力提著精神，還免不了有意氣消沉的時候，她聽了並不十分詫異，卻很憂鬱。她在這種意氣消沉的現象還會繼續多久。嘉丁納太太也跟伊莉莎白談起彬格萊小姐過訪天恩寺街的一切情形，又把吉英跟她好幾次的談話重述了一遍給她聽，這些話足以說明吉英的確打算再不和彬格萊小姐來往了。
嘉丁納太太然後又談起韋翰遺棄伊莉莎白的話，把她外甥女笑話了一番，同時又讚美她的忍耐功夫。
她接著又說：”可是，親愛的伊莉莎白，金小姐是怎麼樣的一個姑娘？我可不願意把我們的朋友看作是一個見不得錢的人啊。”請問你，親愛的舅母，拿婚姻問題來講，見錢眼紅與動機正當究竟有什麼不同？做到什麼地步為止就算知禮，打哪兒起就要算是貪心？去年耶誕節你還生怕我跟他結婚，怕的是不鄭重其事，而現在呢，他要去跟一個只不過有一萬鎊財產的姑娘結婚，你就要說他見不得錢啦。”只要你告訴我，金小姐是怎麼樣一個姑娘，我就知道該怎麼說話了。”我相信她是個好姑娘。我說不出她有什麼壞處。”可是韋翰本來完全不把她放在眼睛裏，為什麼她祖父一去世，她做了這筆家產的主人，他就會看上了她呢？：”沒有的事，他為什麼要那樣？要是說，他不願意跟我相愛，就是因為我沒有錢，那麼，他一向不關心的一個姑娘，一個同樣窮的姑娘，他又有什麼理由要去跟她談戀愛呢？”不過，她家裏一發生這件變故，他就去向她獻殷勤，這未免不象話吧。”一個處境困難的人，不會象一般人那樣有閑，去注意這些繁文縟節。只要她不反對，我們為什麼要反對？”她不反對，並不說明他就做得對。那只不過說明了她本身有什麼缺陷，不是見識方面有缺陷，就是感覺方面有缺陷。”哦，”伊莉莎白叫道：”你愛怎麼說就怎麼說吧，說他貪財也好，說她傻也好。”不麗萃，我才不這麼說呢。你知道，在德比郡住了這麼久的一個青年，我是不忍心說他壞話的。”噢，要是光光就憑這點理由，我才看不起那些住在德比郡的青年人呢，他們住在哈福德郡的那批知已朋友們，也好不了多少。他們全都叫我討厭。謝謝老天爺！明天我就要到一個地方去，我將要在那兒見到一個一無可取的人，他無論在風度方面，在見解方面，都不見長。說到頭來，只有那些傻瓜值得你去跟他們來來往往。”當心些，麗萃；這種話未免說得太消沉了些。”
她們看完了戲，剛要分手的時候，舅父母又邀請她參加他們的夏季旅行，這真是一種意外的快樂。
嘉丁納太太說：”至於究竟到什麼地方去，我們還沒有十分決定，也許到湖區去。”
對伊莉莎白說來，隨便什麼計畫也不會比這個計畫更中她的意了，她毫不猶豫地接受了這個邀請，而且非常感激。”我的好舅母，親舅母，”她歡天喜地叫了起來，”多高興，多幸福！你給了我新的生命和活力。我再也不沮喪和憂鬱了。人比起高山大石來，算得了什麼？我們將要度過一些多麼快樂的時日啊！等到我們回來的時候，一定不會象一般遊人那樣，什麼都是浮光驚影。我們一定會知道到過什麼地方――我們看見過的東西一定會記得住。湖泊山川決不會在我們腦子裏亂七八糟地混做一團；我們要談到某一處風景的時候，決不會連位置也弄不明白，彼此爭論不休。但願我們一回來敍述起遊蹤浪跡的時候，不要象一般旅客那樣陳腔濫調，叫人聽不入耳。”
Chapter 27
WITH no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and sometimes cold, did January and February pass away. March was to take Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at first thought very seriously of going thither; but Charlotte, she soon found, was depending on the plan, and she gradually learned to consider it herself with greater pleasure as well as greater certainty. Absence had increased her desire of seeing Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins. There was novelty in the scheme; and as, with such a mother and such uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would moreover give her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew near, she would have been very sorry for any delay. Every thing, however, went on smoothly, and was finally settled according to Charlotte’s first sketch. She was to accompany Sir William and his second daughter. The improvement of spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan became perfect as plan could be.
The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her, and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her going that he told her to write to him, and almost promised to answer her letter.
The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on his side even more. His present pursuit could not make him forget that Elizabeth had been the first to excite and to deserve his attention, the first to listen and to pity, the first to be admired; and in his manner of bidding her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what she was to expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their opinion of her — their opinion of every body — would always coincide, there was a solicitude, an interest which she felt must ever attach her to him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced that, whether married or single, he must always be her model of the amiable and pleasing.
Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her think him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas and his daughter Maria, a good humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had nothing to say that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with about as much delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but she had known Sir William’s too long. He could tell her nothing new of the wonders of his presentation and knighthood; and his civilities were worn out like his information.
It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early as to be in Gracechurch-street by noon. As they drove to Mr. Gardiner’s door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their arrival; when they entered the passage she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth, looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and lovely as ever. On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls, whose eagerness for their cousin’s appearance would not allow them to wait in the drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen her for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres.
Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first subject was her sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear, in reply to her minute enquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her spirits, there were periods of dejection. It was reasonable, however, to hope that they would not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the particulars also of Miss Bingley’s visit in Gracechurch-street, and repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane and herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given up the acquaintance.
Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham’s desertion, and complimented her on bearing it so well.
“But, my dear Elizabeth,” she added, “what sort of girl is Miss King? I should be sorry to think our friend mercenary.”
“Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs, between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end, and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me, because it would be imprudent; and now, because he is trying to get a girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to find out that he is mercenary.”
“If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know what to think.”
“She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of her.”
“But he paid her not the smallest attention, till her grandfather’s death made her mistress of this fortune.”
“No — why should he? If it was not allowable for him to gain my affections, because I had no money, what occasion could there be for making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was equally poor?”
“But there seems indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her, so soon after this event.”
“A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant decorums which other people may observe. If she does not object to it, why should we?”
“Her not objecting, does not justify him. It only shews her being deficient in something herself — sense or feeling.”
“Well,” cried Elizabeth, “have it as you choose. He shall be mercenary, and she shall be foolish.”
“No, Lizzy, that is what I do not choose. I should be sorry, you know, to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in Derbyshire.”
“Oh! if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not much better. I am sick of them all. Thank Heaven! I am going to-morrow where I shall find a man who has not one agreeable quality, who has neither manner nor sense to recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones worth knowing, after all.”
“Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment.”
Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer.
“We have not quite determined how far it shall carry us,” said Mrs. Gardiner, “but perhaps to the Lakes.”
No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. “My dear, dear aunt,” she rapturously cried, “what delight! what felicity! You give me fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen. What are men to rocks and mountains? Oh! what hours of transport we shall spend! And when we do return, it shall not be like other travellers, without being able to give one accurate idea of any thing. We will know where we have gone — we will recollect what we have seen. Lakes, mountains, and rivers shall not be jumbled together in our imaginations; nor, when we attempt to describe any particular scene, will we begin quarrelling about its relative situation. Let our first effusions be less insupportable than those of the generality of travellers.”
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