那次流淚後，我在心裡想：
這烏雲遮天、似乎看不到一絲希望的時候，不正是修煉大樂觀、大堅強的好機會嗎？
我為什麼不珍惜這修煉的好機會、反而覺的它是苦呢？
我為什麼要想這地獄般的折磨什麼時候是盡頭呢？
我只應該抱住一個信念：堅忍到生命的最後一口氣！
從那以後我每天都和自己對話：
「你還在呼吸嗎？」
「在。」
「那就繼續忍！」
（待續）
(英文對照)
I reflected after the sobbing —
Isn’t this dark-clouds-enshrouding-the-sky, seemingly-not-a-shred-of-hope-could-be-seen moment, precisely a good opportunity of cultivating great optimism and toughness?
Why did I not treasure this good opportunity of cultivation, but took it as suffering?
Why did I need to think about when these hellish tortures would end?
I should just hold on to one faith: Endure toughly until the last breath of my life!
From then on I talked to myself every day:
“Are you still breathing?”
“Yes.”
“Then carry on enduring!”
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